will you teach a wretch to live

Dito na naman ako sa Electronic Resources sa Mainlib. As usual, I still possess my shiny, jet black hair. I remember Mark singing itsy-bitsy spider to Lance while we were in the children's ward. Geez! It was freaky. I really hate spiders. Im scared of them. To the nth level. Not the way Im frightened of seeing myself dead, anyway. I would like to eat pizza at the moment. The last time i had unlimited pizzas was during Cee's birthday. Got really guilty by the way. mantakin mo! Kumakain kami ng sandamakmak na pizza samantalang ang daming bata sa lansangan ang halos walang makain at nagkakapulmunya sa lamig ng panahon. naalala ko tuloy si Aren, yung manininda ng balut sa sunken kasama ang kanyang kuyang si Denmark. kinakantahan at tinutulaan nila ang mga mamimili para maaliw. Naaalala ko rin ang mga burikat. My favorite line pa nga is " di ako galit sa mga puta, galit ako sa sistemang nagtutulak sa kanila upang maging puta". hindi ako malungkot, di rin ako bitter, at aika, mali ka sister.. hindi nag ba blog ang mga tao dahil sila ay malungkot. the question is, why am i here in the library? dahil gusto kong magtayo ng law firm. a law firm with honest lawyers. pero ang tanong, mangangailangan pa kaya ng mga abogado pagdating ng sos? e d sige, magiging matinong ekonomista na lamang ako. hindi yung tipo ni gloria na pahirap sa masa. gamitin ang natutunan para sa mamamayan! Kamusta naman? I've been asking myself a hundred times now. I don't know. I'm not sure. But as of the moment, I am very proud of my bangs. I feel like cleopatra reincarnated. and to answer your question, no, im not desperate. it's ten in the evening. time for bed? what bed? di pa nga pala ako natutulog. gusto ko nang umuwi sa gensan. makausap family ko regarding the changes brought about by my passion for life and my love for the nation. patawad po, pero alam ko na magiging isa akong dispappointment sa inyo. subalit hinding-hindi ko pinagsisisihan at hinding-hindi ko pagsisisihan ang aking pinasok. How can I regret the side I have chosen? How can I neglect my duty to serve the people? Ayokong uminom ng softdrink. lalo na coke. it reminds me of imperialism (ibagsak!), and I'd rather eat in angel's Goto heaven. I haven't smoked and drank for a long time (wena: wink).. And no, I am not in love with a guy. i wiil never marry not because i want to but because nobody wants to marry me anyway.I would like to be my old self again, the health freak one! matagal ko nang napabayaan ang aking kalusugan. di na ako natutulog, i dont eat on time, i don't have enough vitamins. i love sushi. i heve never been intoxicated or been trashed like hell before. i wouldn't want to get myself in that situation. Gusto ko ng boyfriend. Isang burges na tibak.