will you teach a wretch to live
ask her ask when (ask and ask and ask again and)ask a brittle little person fiddling in the rain (did you kiss a girl with nipples like pink thimbles) ask him ask who (ask and ask and ask ago and)ask a simple crazy thing singing in the snowFriday, August 05, 2005
dying of depression
im gonna die
mamatay na ako
kamatyunon na ko.
depression
hay naku
i hate myself for hating my room
i hate myself for being hateful
i hate losing my phone
i hate feeling troubled
i hate talking to myself
i hate the rain
i hate hating
im tired
tired of thinking
tired of being alone literally
tired of staring at the ceiling
tired of wishing i have my phone
tired of longing
tired of being hungry
im so hungry
hunger for food
hunger for God
hunger for somebody, anyone to talk to
hunger for happiness
i am happy
happy to realize all this
happy to lose my hate after realizing
happy to accept the fact that i don't have my phone
happy to love
and to believe that i am loved.
mamatay na ako
kamatyunon na ko.
depression
hay naku
i hate myself for hating my room
i hate myself for being hateful
i hate losing my phone
i hate feeling troubled
i hate talking to myself
i hate the rain
i hate hating
im tired
tired of thinking
tired of being alone literally
tired of staring at the ceiling
tired of wishing i have my phone
tired of longing
tired of being hungry
im so hungry
hunger for food
hunger for God
hunger for somebody, anyone to talk to
hunger for happiness
i am happy
happy to realize all this
happy to lose my hate after realizing
happy to accept the fact that i don't have my phone
happy to love
and to believe that i am loved.
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