will you teach a wretch to live
ask her ask when (ask and ask and ask again and)ask a brittle little person fiddling in the rain (did you kiss a girl with nipples like pink thimbles) ask him ask who (ask and ask and ask ago and)ask a simple crazy thing singing in the snowSunday, August 07, 2005
i will live well
it is a happy weekend. im not using happy for lack of words to use. i am happy in the fullest meaning of the word. maybe this is what i get after the depression mode last friday night.
come to think of it, i've matured over the weekend. i'm living a life of an eighteen-year-old the way an 18-yr-old ought to live, more honestly put the way I think an 18-yr-old ought to live. haha
i study in UP and doing pretty well, I guess. i have very good friends. i am not spiritually handicapped. i have a heart of a nationalist. i a have a job. i am in love. as my anthro prof would put it - im on my awy to holism.
smile.
i passed my econ exams. im doing very well in my econ subjects. i am about to complete my errants, remnants of last semester's academic negigence.
i have a home to look forward to. a soft bed to crawl into after a tiring day. i can talk with my friends in this room about anything and everything in the world.
i look forward to going back to church, and pray. i am consciously trying to lessen the frequency and intensity of my swearing and cursing. why? i don't really know. but i like the idea anyway.
i have high hopes for this country. i believe in its people. though i have been somewhat absent in the league, in my heart i still believe in its ideals and principles. and being in a multi-perspective econ organization gives me the drive to look for ways in achieving my full potential as a Filipino Economics student.
i was recently hired as part of Balay Linangan's pool of tutors. tomorrow night i'd be off to vista real, wherever that is, to teach geometry and biology to Jamekka, a high school sophomore I am yet to meet. i know this job would cost me a lot. but a hundred pesos per hour will justify it.
i have ^&^*&(* in my life. i am in this point where i do not actually deny that i am in love with a member of the male species. and it is emotionally overwhelming to know that i am loved.
i have dreams. big dreams. and i am actually living them. (i'm saving this for my next entry. i gotta go by now.)
and for everything, i am truly happy.
come to think of it, i've matured over the weekend. i'm living a life of an eighteen-year-old the way an 18-yr-old ought to live, more honestly put the way I think an 18-yr-old ought to live. haha
i study in UP and doing pretty well, I guess. i have very good friends. i am not spiritually handicapped. i have a heart of a nationalist. i a have a job. i am in love. as my anthro prof would put it - im on my awy to holism.
smile.
i passed my econ exams. im doing very well in my econ subjects. i am about to complete my errants, remnants of last semester's academic negigence.
i have a home to look forward to. a soft bed to crawl into after a tiring day. i can talk with my friends in this room about anything and everything in the world.
i look forward to going back to church, and pray. i am consciously trying to lessen the frequency and intensity of my swearing and cursing. why? i don't really know. but i like the idea anyway.
i have high hopes for this country. i believe in its people. though i have been somewhat absent in the league, in my heart i still believe in its ideals and principles. and being in a multi-perspective econ organization gives me the drive to look for ways in achieving my full potential as a Filipino Economics student.
i was recently hired as part of Balay Linangan's pool of tutors. tomorrow night i'd be off to vista real, wherever that is, to teach geometry and biology to Jamekka, a high school sophomore I am yet to meet. i know this job would cost me a lot. but a hundred pesos per hour will justify it.
i have ^&^*&(* in my life. i am in this point where i do not actually deny that i am in love with a member of the male species. and it is emotionally overwhelming to know that i am loved.
i have dreams. big dreams. and i am actually living them. (i'm saving this for my next entry. i gotta go by now.)
and for everything, i am truly happy.
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